Waiting
A few weeks ago we got a call from the agency that there was a couple interested in us! We have been praying for 4 specific requests and this couple met them all. 1, they were in a state close by where we could drive 2, they didn't need much financial help (we really don't want money to be the reason the baby is being adopted) 3, they wanted an open adoption and 4, they are pregnant with twins! We talked a lot over the next week but in the end they decided to keep the babies and raise them. There are so many mixed emotions. We are SO glad they have decided to keep their daughters and we are thankful to be part of the journey with them as they asked many questions that led them to decide to parent, we are truly happy for them. On the other side, we're a bit sad for ourselves. This seemed like the "perfect" adoption, exactly what we've been praying for and dreaming of. Why would God dangle that right in front of us then take it away? I don't know. I'd be...